Today is supposed to be our happy moment. Yes, sometimes things do not going according to our plan.
Was it only a dream? Is this real? It's hard for me to believe that my world don't orbit around me anymore. I wonder. If we're doing the right thing, why does it hurts so much? Wish that i could show you what i'm feeling right now.
All these times i keep pretending that i'm okay. You know i'm good at it. I've been trained for years. But i wasn't prepared enough to face this. I think it's true that being brokenhearted is like having broken ribs. On the outside it looks like nothing's wrong, but every breath hurts...
Whatever has happened, it can't be returned. And no matter what i will always care for you, even if we're not together and even if we're far far away from each other. I keep telling myself that maybe these are another big obstacles of ours, maybe the time's not right. I don't know why, but i'm still hoping. Maybe someday we'll meet again somewhere far away and we could give it another shot. someday.
Right now, for me one of the hardest parts of my life is deciding. Whether to walk away or stay still. It might be cheesy, but i believe if you're the right guy and we're meant to be...then we'll find our way back together, again. If you're not, i'm glad that i have loved and be loved by someone so precious to me once. If you read this, just do not forget your pinky promise.
These two songs are the most played on my playlist. I can feel every single word of the lyrics and the melody is kind of reflect my feelings. Great songs. Beautiful vocals.
♥ BM ♥